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Here's to dirtying your Vans and doing photoshoots, stoned, on the train tracks and pushing everything you know away and being such a disappointment and such a success. Well I'm open to the best of it all, but I'm hurt when the worst comes my way. I wanna shrug it off. They stand to watch me fall but this skully says "CSTV," do you know what that means? No I don't watch college sports on TV. I'm growing, and this hats the only thing that fits my head.
So, I wear it proud and half off like some hipster who tries to stand out. but, I'm just comfortable.
I wear my own skin. I feel my own clothes. I don't open up too much. I have a lot of secrets that no one can know. I fuck up a lot. I'm not at all religious, but I curse religiously for emphasis. I'm probably a douche. No one likes a douchebag. That explains why I'm short on the number of friends I have. But, I'm living sorta kinda and I can only ask for more.
Here's to quasi-depression and learning every lesson through nature down by the Pipe. I live in Rahway where kids go the wrong way for all the wrong reasons, and minds change like season when something new appears. It's like the latest fad is calling me a fag because I sing about my feelings 'cause no one else has feelings, apparently.
Well you self righteous assholes can suck on my dick 'cause I really stopped caring about your shit. I've got things to learn and I'm gonna do good by myself.
'cause I wear my own skin. I feel my own clothes. I don't open up too much. I have a lot of secrets that no one can know. I fuck up a lot. I'm not at all religious, but I curse religiously for emphasis. I'm probably a douche. No one likes a douchebag. That explains why I'm short on the number of friends I have. But, I'm living sorta kinda and I can only ask for more.
I used to be on Tumblr till I didn't have the time; and I don't know the name of every lead singer in the bands I listen to 'cause I listen for the music to figure out their stories for myself. I think I need help. I think I need help. I think I need help.
'cause I wear my own skin. I feel my own clothes. I don't open up too much. I have a lot of secrets that no one can know. I fuck up a lot. I'm not at all religious, but I curse religiously for emphasis. I'm probably a douche. No one likes a douchebag. That explains why I'm short on the number of friends I have. But, I'm living sorta kinda and I can only ask for more. Well, I'm living sorta kinda, but what am I asking for?
What am I asking for?
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